AHH back to 'normal'

It's funny to think that I freaked out at the thought of being home alone when Jessica was getting ready to start kindergarten. I didn't like silence, I missed my chaotic house in CA when people would just stop by to hang out and eat the food, I missed my home in Fort Huachuca where all my neighbors were stay at home moms and we sat outside all day talking and watching the kids play. It was a huge change for me. Now after a very busy Christmas break with lots of people I am sitting in the silence wondering why I haven't loved this my whole life. Ahh it so peaceful. Although I am not alone. Tyson is sleeping and my other day care kids are due within the hour I am sitting here loving the quiet for now and I am glad that I have it. I still love the chaos of family visits but I do love the quiet after they have all gone. I missed my 'normal' schedule I missed nap time. Welcome back normal.