Blogging

I have not blogged in forever. A couple of reasons 1. I now watch a baby. Jack's mommy had a baby for me :) Good thing too my baby itch was getting so unnerving. I find that I miss her over the weekends though. And 2. my kids don't do fun things to blog about. In fact if I blogged about my kids on a daily basis those of you who had kids would give them up for adoption the summer before they went off to junior high and those of you who don't have kids would never have kids.

So during the summer I decided I wanted to run a 1/2 marathon next fall. Why oh why do I shut down when I give myself a dead line. Do any of you do that. I gave myself a dead line for my weight loss because I wasn't doing so good and I am still not doing good. Just stressing that I will never be healthy and never fit into a normal standard of weight. It's quite depressing. So now that I have set the goal of running a 1/2 I no longer have the desire to run at all. Someone please tell me that they are this way too! (I have probably lost the 2 or 3 readers since I stopped blogging)

So I am looking for a subject to blog about. I think I really need an outlet, some where I can ramble on and on about a subject. It gets kinda lonely in the babysitting world. I can talk to the kids but they just ask me if I want a crabby patty or stare at me with a blank look. Plus nap time well yeah that is just a bore for me. I have considered putting the boys down at different times so I have someone to play with at all time but in reality I need a break. So if any of you have a suggestion let me know. I just refuse to do politics, not my cup of tea.